My body-an arrow about to be released.
my mind- racing ground
for thoughts to collide,
disappear into dread and dismay.
there is War.
all that i knew to be right,
Collapsed in seconds.
now buried under debris of hatred.
i am in between, always a bystander.
After 15 years of almost belonging
Then 26 of accepting the strangeness,
yet unmistakably,
still there
even when comfortably cushioned by my sweet life
my core is a despair
and helplessness of the land that bore me.