*artwork- via wallpapermaiden.com
biodanza melted everything
into my inability to be while with others
there, (un)disturbed and loud, it exploded
grenade of piercing realizing:
i am so scared to not be able to love
to ever be able to care for someone
more than i care for myself
i’m terrified, that i’ll have to give up so much
for an uncertain promise to obtain.
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and.
does my silence hints i am serene at last?
knowing that i use words only to describe the absent.
reality check time has come
what an eye opening,
i laugh and tear
all together.
such a cute couple we are
we manage to fool them all
so eager this time it works
we are using blindfolds day and night
to keep the doubts of despair out
and in – these shallow lights
of hope and trust and warmth.
*artwork-by gary kaleda
| pure fantasy. sunny winter days. my favorite. ha!door opens and he brings the air in for me to breath. every time, virgin-like thrill lusty love, lovely lust. senses wide shut, carefully covered with precise amount of artificial sweetener. yeah..well, the real is here ( or is he?) morning coffee with silence OST families, groceries. sink full of junk. pretenders? or is it all that it takes? i am unjust. the goodness is all over. |
