*artwork-“smoke” by brigitte werner via pixabay.com
|for more than two hundred and seventy days
i pushed away, it was not easy.
funny it feels, the tips of stiff fingers tremble
and heart pounds so fast.
this face in front of me. still precious? or is it?
covered with thin layer of curiosity
covered with thick layer of urge to destroy.
everything’s so familiar
these feminine hands,
hiding behind ever present cigarette
and convenient smoke.
i just wanted to say good-bye.
*artwork- “intimacy” by derek murphy via derekmurphyart.com
|our bodies have a secret
so now we’re sealed
with a disease. until it’s too late
and the words can not wait inside
anymoreyou remove the dirt under my nails
as easily as you melt my disquiet
and as i run fingers through your hair
i get rid of lice
as easily as i wash your long day away
we’re filthy little animals,
(anti)socially grooming each other,
when no one knows and i hide
in my own bed, where
both you and me give birth and devour
*artwork- “sudden night shower in tel aviv” by victor bezrukov, via victorbezrukov.com
if there’s god then bless this night and rain.
let it baptize us.
revitalizing drops conceal
sacredly secret moment, this is yearning
above me- sky
i face big shriveled stranger city,
having familiar you behind my back
we both are stirred, inflamed
with unexpected burst of aching softness
please, let them witness
i am yours, completely,
my soul is out of body
body’s out of soul