even in best families-20.09.10

*artwork-“acceptance” by ella prakash via¬†mojarto.com

duality?
ambiguity?
multiple personality?
nah, just all in one.
disordered.
i am as complicated as a shampoo.

beloved and be-hated villains,
sour and sweet voices
they build and then destroy,
occasionally sharing the same sentence.
boy, do i love it!

major fuck up.
production flaw at mama’s factory.
but!
another wise man said, that
in best families (sh)it happens, too.

filthy little animals-17.12.09

*artwork- “intimacy” by derek murphy via derekmurphyart.com

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our bodies have a secret
so now we’re sealed
with a disease. until it’s too late
and the words can not wait inside
anymoreyou remove the dirt under my nails
as easily as you melt my disquiet
and as i run fingers through your hair
i get rid of lice
as easily as i wash your long day away

we’re filthy little animals,
(anti)socially grooming each other,
when no one knows and i hide
with you
in my own bed, where
both you and me give birth and devour

bliss(fool)-14.12.09

*artwork- “sudden night shower in tel aviv”  by victor bezrukov, via victorbezrukov.com

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if there’s god then bless this night and rain.
let it baptize us.
revitalizing drops conceal
sacredly secret moment, this is yearning
above me- sky
i face big shriveled stranger city,
having familiar you behind my back
we both are stirred, inflamed
with unexpected burst of aching softness
please, let them witness
i am yours, completely,
now
my soul is out of body
body’s out of soul