even in best families-20.09.10

*artwork-“acceptance” by ella prakash via mojarto.com

duality? ambiguity? multiple personality? nah, just all in one. disordered. i am as complicated as a shampoo. beloved and be-hated villains, sour and sweet voices they build and then destroy, occasionally sharing the same sentence. boy, do i love it! major fuck up. production flaw at mama’s factory. but! another wise man said, that in best families (sh)it happens, too.

filthy little animals-17.12.09

*artwork- “intimacy” by derek murphy via derekmurphyart.com

 

our bodies have a secret so now we’re sealed with a disease. until it’s too late and the words can not wait inside anymoreyou remove the dirt under my nails as easily as you melt my disquiet and as i run fingers through your hair i get rid of lice as easily as i wash your long day away we’re filthy little animals, (anti)socially grooming each other, when no one knows and i hide with you in my own bed, where both you and me give birth and devour

bliss(fool)-14.12.09

*artwork- “sudden night shower in tel aviv”  by victor bezrukov, via victorbezrukov.com

if there’s god then bless this night and rain. let it baptize us. revitalizing drops conceal sacredly secret moment, this is yearning above me- sky i face big shriveled stranger city, having familiar you behind my back we both are stirred, inflamed with unexpected burst of aching softness please, let them witness i am yours, completely, now my soul is out of body body’s out of soul

abrupt knife of calmness-8.12.09

*artwork- unsigned graffiti , location-southern tel aviv

it was so sudden this gloaming present of deserted street no rain no fog cold spiky air it felt like new i was delighted flawless thoughtless i smiled, for being was so simple in yellow trench coat i was a butter, sliced through with abrupt knife of calmness