*artwork- via wallpapermaiden.com
biodanza melted everything
into my inability to be while with others
there, (un)disturbed and loud, it exploded
grenade of piercing realizing:
i am so scared to not be able to love
to ever be able to care for someone
more than i care for myself
i’m terrified, that i’ll have to give up so much
for an uncertain promise to obtain.
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god’s lion, he is
or god’s lamb?
my hebrew jesus crist
so close to perfect, but
it was like dancing
because i wasn’t
i could not feel my limbs,
i was too old, and all the same the youngest
suburbs of holiness
illusive peace of. mind?
unending touch. no words to hide in
so easy to pretend
another step on
well known ground
so firm so nonexistent.